Anticipation

June 2, 2009

I feel like I'm in this constant state of anticipation lately. I'm expecting something; some opportunity or change to come. I feel more open to possibilities now than I ever have been before. I think that's a good thing. It seems to me that means I'm not afraid any more. Maybe what I'm feeling is just the absence of fear? But it seems more than that. It's about my priorities falling in to place too. All these standards that I felt like I was trying to meet before just don't matter to me any more. It's so freeing. It's not that I don't care, it's that I understand in the core of my being what I should be caring about.